hmm hey just another day here...

found out last night that my niece jess was so messed up when missa had the baby that she went off her birth control and NOW she is PREGNANT... I am not sure if she even knows who the father is... she says some druggie that beat her not that she has said anything about that before.
She is so irresponsible...
I hope she can find a place to live, and support herself and a child now...
Oh and she crashed her car- she was fine... but now she has no way to get to work...
I dont trust her to watch her nick and kayla... and they are older... when she does watch them she just sleeps... they have to make their own food and take care of themselves...

I dont know I should be more understanding... but there is one thing to get pregnant on accident but to intentionally do it because your sister has all the attention from the new baby now, jess believes she was supposed to have a kid first she is mad at missa for having Aiden
I dont know i think she needs to grow up and fast, her life is not going to be just her own anymore, she is responsible for another life now

in a kind of weird coincidence my case worker asked me if i was pregnant... i was dumbfounded... but i have not been feeling well and have been nauseous for almost 2 weeks... mark and i havnt been together in almost 2 months and he is super cautious... and im on birth control... but yeah since my case worker brought it up ive thought about it... if mark and i were not so careful i think it would explain my symptoms... but we are careful... super careful

ahhggg women... babies... life