Tomorrow I will post my walking for the month... my weight was up alittle from all the purging yesterday... 158.8... YUK
I had oatmeal today... I feel like I ate a lot but I was talking with a friend and it only adds up to be about 300 calories... wow... i feel like it had to of been like 1000 or something... i know logically it isnt but i dont know... i can sometimes gain with just oatmeal
ugggg so confusing
I talked to my therapist yesterday about when i see my doctor next week about mentioning a breast reduction to my doctor... I get a lot of back pain and shoulder pain... I cant take a lot of pain pills like ibuprofen because it hurts my stomach... I hate having such huge breasts... Some people dont believe I wear a DD but yeah I do sometimes they shrink a little... WhenI am around 135 I can squeeze into a D... its gross...
I can even wear my sisters bra I mean yeah it will be big around me but breasts size it would fit. Okay I just took a couple pictures... go ahead and barf lol
1 comment:
hey hun.
its 05.27 am,and i cant sleep,so glad to see you update,so i had something to read,lol.
aaah,you mentioned his name the other day then,i didn't even think that way,that it could be him,lol.
But yea,still weird behaviour from him..unless he is a spy for your sister..
If your breasts are bothering you,i think you should talk to your Dr. about it,you dont have anything to lose by asking.
I can understand it may cause you backpain,and that is definately not good for you at all.
Nice to see pics of you (at least the first one,haha,but i missed your smile my love ;) )
ok,i'm freezing my feets off,its realy cold in the room that i sleep in when i'm i'm at my parents...iiiikkk!
Guess i have to try to get some sleep,my aunt is coming to visit to morrow,so i have to be up when shen somes (11 am,LORD!!)
ok,untill next update (that will be tomorrow,i will wish a good night. Hope you get some sleep.
love you pumpkin <3
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