Hi, yeah I already posted today but I thought I would update... I fixed the measurements of my pedometer... all is correct now... It took a little mathematical work but I like that.
I am over my 100 miles for the month but I wont write how much because I want to write it on the last day of the month.
I just weighed myself again... i purged something... still below what I was when I got up but higher than after the walk. 159.2
Tomorrow better be lower... I have to be up earlier tomorrow... therapy appointment. I was thinking about going to the food pantry... otherwise I have to wait till thursday for any sort of money... and friday for food stamps.
I wont purge all the food... so it can be okay just this once... I hate going to the food pantry knowing I will purge the food I get... but right now I am so stuck... I finished the last of my peanut butter last night... heck cleaned the container so well it looked new. (spatulas are good for something lol)
I am just about done with like a tiny bit of milk... I need it for tomorrow in my oatmeal. I have a couple apples... and a couple cans of various foods... soup and tuna... soup is not that good... and tuna is good but have no bread, crackers, or even lettuce leaves to eat it with... not particularly fond of it alone.
alright i am rambling talk tomorrow... i should go to bed so I can get up for my appointment.
~Kristi
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1 comment:
hey hun.
glad you fixed it :)
i know what you mean about feeling abit guilty about purging the food you buy,but thats the way bulimia works...i hardly have any food either,only some crispbread and soup..But at the same time its ok,no food,no purging..
But then again,going home for easter,and there will be lots of food...uggh!!
Hope your therapy apt. went well,i have mine tomorrow..
sending lots of love your way sweetie.
Even if i go home to parenst for easter,i will bring my computer,so i will update anyway.
hugs
xxx
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