hey just thought i would say hi... i am feeling better... still so very tired though... I think unusually tired.
I slept a lot today... did a couple dishes, took a shower... and slept... am ready to go to bed now. I have a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow.
I made the appointment with the surgeon, next thursday, lets see how that goes... hopefully I wont have to wait more than a month for the surgery. my fear of the pain coming back is big. It doesnt help that I have to change my eating.... that feels impossible... I am supposed to have a 'no fat' diet... I think I can do that a little... but I have already eaten and purged 3 times since being home

I had a wonderful cuddlefest with Tiger lol

My fears for weightgain in the hospital were mostly not needed... I was 150 before the whole thing started and today I was 152.6 (but the day I went into the hospital I was 161)

I guess this is it because I am so beat I cant think... loves!