Hey guys... getting ready for bed... got therapy tomorrow... i didnt go last week... so it will be good.

went to my sisters yesterday spent the night, my older niece is bugging the crap out of me... but what is new.

I dont know... getting ready for camping next weekend, we are hoping for nicer weather... hopefully I find out tomorrow if my mom is coming, it would be really nice.

uggg I purged yesterday evening after eating at my sisters... dinner and zucchinini bread... I didn't purge right away but when I did I threw up about a cup of green beans I had the day before... over 24 hours before.... AND people wonder why I dont like putting things into my body and not being able to take it out... it just sits there and makes me uncomfortable and sometimes painful. it wasn't like it was just one or two green beans... it was a bunch in my stomach and I had eaten no wonder my belly hurt there was so much stuff in it. it was disgusting, I am disgusting.

Camping is going to be hard not purging.... I may get away with it once but I can't push my luck. I have to try not to eat much... haha yeah isn't that a realistic thought... ugggg I hate my lack of willpower in resisting foods.

alright I guess this is it for tonight... love yous