Psychocats Journey

Thursday, December 31, 2009

New years eve... new year is coming

Hi ladies, its about 9:40 pm new years eve... im sitting here on the computer, listening to my niece, sister, (her boyfriend) and 2 people my sister invited. just siting in front of the tv. I dont know what to do with myself, i feel like dispondent or something. I just want to disappear? Ugggg

I tried making dinner for everyone tonight and I screwed it all up. I CANT even make a stupid DINNER!!!
Chicken, rice, cheese and broccoli. Ugggg how was I to mess that up. I am worthless

I feel like shit, i am disgusted with myself, i am a cow and i cant even lose weight. I SUCK
I am done for tonight, I am going to just go veg for the night
I love you girls,
~Kristi
=^..^=

1 comment:

Laila said...

hey sweetheart.

aaah, sorry to hear about the dinner..but hey,food is food, lol.

I feel the same way you do, i feel fat,and i hate my body max!!

I hope this year will be much better in every way.
I'm writing you a letter,and just to warn you: its 12 pages already..LOL.

ok, wish you a happy new year darling.

love you

xxx