I am feeling so very fat.... I have been trying to purge less... I had gone 2 days without purging, purged once today but still ate and kept some food...
my belly feels like a big bloated whale or something... just disgusting... I was up to 156 today, that is why I chose to purge... 2 days no purging and my weight goes up 4 pounds.

I have been eating some turkey lunchmeat, bread, and yogurt... My case manager thankfully is going to get me a few things from the store tomorrow because I am out of almost all my 'low fat' foods that I am supposed to be eating.

I need to start keeping track in my journal... I kinda fell off the wagon and don't know where my journal is... uggg
If I can start with my journal and slow with the purging that would be really good.
Alright talk tomorrow
Luv ya