Hi, yeah I already posted today but I thought I would update... I fixed the measurements of my pedometer... all is correct now... It took a little mathematical work but I like that.

I am over my 100 miles for the month but I wont write how much because I want to write it on the last day of the month.

I just weighed myself again... i purged something... still below what I was when I got up but higher than after the walk. 159.2

Tomorrow better be lower... I have to be up earlier tomorrow... therapy appointment. I was thinking about going to the food pantry... otherwise I have to wait till thursday for any sort of money... and friday for food stamps.

I wont purge all the food... so it can be okay just this once... I hate going to the food pantry knowing I will purge the food I get... but right now I am so stuck... I finished the last of my peanut butter last night... heck cleaned the container so well it looked new. (spatulas are good for something lol)

I am just about done with like a tiny bit of milk... I need it for tomorrow in my oatmeal. I have a couple apples... and a couple cans of various foods... soup and tuna... soup is not that good... and tuna is good but have no bread, crackers, or even lettuce leaves to eat it with... not particularly fond of it alone.

alright i am rambling talk tomorrow... i should go to bed so I can get up for my appointment.
~Kristi
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hey my dears...
I was 159.6 when i got up today... not bad... after my walk I was 158.8 I like that but dont think the 158.8 will stay... hopefully tomorrow i will be that or lower.

I ate some oatmeal after my walk... after a shower. I am cold now but what is new.

I think I messed up my pedometer, I  had to put in a new battery (the old one died) and I dont think it is measuring correctly. I will try to reset it again tomorrow.

alright that is it for right now... im not really sure what i have to say... so i guess its ok
~Kristi
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Hey loves...
not a ton to write about... got a headache right now and ready to head off to bed.

Weight- the same but expected that because my lovely red friend showed up last night. uggg

I think I strained a muscle in my leg... either the tibialis, peroneus or possibly the soleus... my guess from the pain more so the tibialis... with mild other strain.... I was up and down a LOT last night because of the pain.

And get this ... i walked today... oh my gosh i was limping and i took like twice as long as usual. did 5.02 miles 422 calories...

ummm ate and purged once... want to eat but i dont really have much left as a selection... nothing really appealing. which is likely good in the long run.

so i guess this is it... gonna head off to bed and take my meds... hopefully sleep will help my headache... it is supposed to be warmer tomorrow... today it was the mid 20s most of the day tomorrow mid 40s yay... the weather man said next friday could have 70 degrees YAY!
Night loves
~Kristi
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Hmm hey loves... im tired... just had a difficult purge... not fun. i took back my soda bottles today and got $1.85 not much but enough to get something small...

I did not walk as much today... it was rainy... 2.67 miles 230 calories burned... uggg

I was 161.2 today... down a tiny bit. still disgusting.

alright i guess i am done... i am blah now... stupid bad purge... uggg
love you guys
~Kristi
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Hey my loves... not much to write about but thought i should because i didnt yesterday.

im frustrated and annoyed with my sister but what else is new right now.

I walked today... I went to the animal shelter... on monday my therapists cat passed away and I was going to take some pictures and get some background on a few cats for her. I got there at 2:45 and the lady in the office said well we are closing at 3 so you will have to come back another day. The animals have all been put to bed. Uggg its not like it was 2:55 how annoying...

I walked 6.42 miles... burned 538 calories... for the month: 90.74 miles and 7592 calories burned... seven days left to the month...

I saw my psychiatrist today... nothing new... I get to go again in 8 weeks... yep thats longer than it has been like forever. I usually go every 4 weeks... so this is a good sign.

My weight is still disgusting... 162.2 What the heck! I CANNOT go to my sisters any time soon if I want my weight to go down.

Alright that is it for tonight... <3
~Kristi
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Ohhohh yeah almost forgot this amazing delicious looking cake i found online... i definitely want to make it... Have a look:

I CANNOT DESCRIBE MY DROOLING WHILE READING THE RECIPE! OHHMY GOSH WOW! Here is the link JUST IN CASE you think it looks as appealing to you as it does to me.http://www.omnomicon.com/rainbowcake

uggg hi... im tired so this is going to be short...
I weighed myself today not the greatest because of being at my sisters those couple days... I cant believe how eating normally affects me. I didnt even weigh myself yesterday because of the fear of weight gain. The today I was still up. DISGUSTING!

I walked today... like 4 miles... i dont have my pedometer right with me to tell you exactly.

I had therapy... my therapists cat had to be put to sleep this morning... and last week we were talking about her bringing him in to visit. I was so shocked and i am still in disbelief that I will never meet him after planning to meet him for a week. He was a gorgeous cat. (Tiger has him beat but that is no surprise because I am biased lol)

She is thinking of getting another cat... her dog Sophie has severe anxiety issues and the cat helped her so she thinks it will be good to get another (and the mouse catching abilities of the cat are greatly appreciated)

ummm ate and purged twice... kept a glass of orange juice and bowl of oatmeal down... I want a small bag of popcorn (100 calorie bag.)

I am tired so i am going to go to bed... i have to be up early tomorrow too.... and wednesday uggg
~Kristi
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Just a short post.... I went over to my sisters friday night... helped paint her new house... yeah she is moving... and the best part is Jessica is moving in and Now Rick is moving in... I was hoping Renee would realize that they cant hurt her and get away with it.
The story behind that is ... Renee (my sister)s boyfriend Rick and Jessica (renees daughter) slept together. Not just once... but renee has decided that it is okay now. She blames it all on Jessica... not caring that it takes two to have sex with someone. Yes dont get me wrong Jessica is Very Manipulative and she is still flirting non stop with Rick... it is sick

Ummm so I have been trying to avoid going over there it is very stressful. I dont like it. Also when I go there I have a habit to eat and not purge as much. So I have not weighed myself since friday morning... I could have today but I know because I ate yesterday I didnt want to see the horror of it.

I did not walk  much yesterday... I got out there today and walked about 5 and a half miles... it was colder out today... ugggg

I added my numbers up I have 19.78 miles left for the month. I know I will likely do more... but I will have reached my goal of 100 miles in a month.

I have a doctors appointment on like the 6th of april... that is like 2 weeks away I hope I can lose more weight before then. I dont want the doctor to see how fat I have gotten

Alright thats enough
~Kristi
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