Hmm well I guess I should do a post i havnt done one in a few days (sorry).
After spending some fun days with Shannon, I have decided to move again. (Now I just have not to back out due to anxiety and fear).
I am moving to Ithaca (NY). I am scared but I think I will be scared of any change.
I thought that after my appointment with my therapist the other day I might be able to try to get better but I dont know right now... I dont want to be sick but I dont want to be fat... I havnt purged as much as I normally would and have gained a bit of weight... last thursday (10-8-09) I was 131 well today (10-11-09) I was 137.2 I DONT THINK SO!!! This CANNOT continue.
I WILL LOSE this gain... it cannot stay!
Thats it for now
~Kristi
=^..^=
1 comment:
hey hun.
up an down,back anf forth..an eternal circle...a rollarcoaster...I dont have any good advise to give you, cause i dont know...i dont know what will work in the end..and if i wanna try..i dont know.
weight sucks...big time!!!
love you hun, hang in there.
xxx
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