Ehhgg... I am soo crappy... Just finished eating and purging... now im eating a salad so i dont get so shaky and eat more bad stuff and then have to purge again.
Uggg I feel like my days are just repeats... everyday the same thing over and over... I dont change things though. Eat, purge, eat, purge, sleep, therapy, eat, purge, ohh and a whole bunch of weighings.
On the plus side I was 131.4 today and I didnt even sleep that much last night... hmmm so if I slept like I wanted I might of been lower.
I forgot that I have a doctors appointment tomorrow... Wednesday is not free, I see my case manager at 11:30 and then have to be at the doctors at 3:45. i have lost like 2-3 lbs since my last appointment... I am not worried... shes not going to do anything, I am fine, Yeah I dont like purging and I get scared about the ed but ehh Im fine.
I was thinking of taking some more pictures of myself... I dont know... sometimes I see something I like but then it just fades into Fat... Ugg so I wish I could just see what I want.
hmm well I dont really have much else to say right now... HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=
1 comment:
hey hun.
i'm all in for pics ;)
you should get a job...get some rutines in your life..it actually make things a bit better..you get your focus on something else, not only at food....
love you darling <3
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