Hey Ladies,
I just had my therapy appointment... spent the whole time crying. I am just so fed up. I NEED to get better... I need to stop this eating disorder. It would be so much easier if I could just like fast forward myself through a period of time to where I am ed symptom free for a little while so it is easier to continue.
I WILL NOT PURGE TODAY.
That is my goal.
I need to try, I dont know if I can do this but if I dont try again I wont be able to do it at all.
Little steps... no purging today, dont weigh myself today.
Is that too much? Unrealistic? I dont know.
Maybe this isnt just psychocats journey... its my new recovery process? Well see
HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=
2 comments:
aaaw hun, sorry to hear you cried..but i understand tho, you are tired..
i really hope you get thrue your day being purgefree...Thinking of you sweetheart, and remember, you can do anything you want in the whole world!!!!
love you, be strong!!!
xxx
hey hun.
i deleted my english blog, i just feel i have more then enough to do already, but as i said in my last post, i will give you an update in every post i make in my norwegian blog, so you can add that blog insted to your list :)
http://mialai.blogspot.com/
love you darling
xxx
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