Psychocats Journey

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

New Pics and compulsions

Hey Girls (Laila & Shannon)
I added some new pictures... I tried to look presenting but ehh I guess I can only try.

So like every night I think to myself 'ohh I really want to go to ____ in the morning for such and such to eat' I crave it every night. I am somewhat sure if I were to go eat in the morning it wouldnt consume my thoughts at night. But I ALWAYS change my mind in the morning. I dont want to purge when I just wake up.

Its probably for the best anyway, and I can only get the breakfast food I want until 10:30 am anyway.

Its 1 now and I wanna eat... so of course if I do I will HAVE to purge. I have a doctors appointment and I CANNOT weigh more... I HAVE this compulsion that I cant eat or drink if I know I am going to be weighed.

Alright well I just wanted to say hi real quick, I will write if anything I need to after the dr. appointment.
HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=

1 comment:

Laila said...

hey sweetheart!

Its the same thing with me, purging breakfast isn't actually something i do..mostly because i hardly have any breakfast (maybe a yogurt) or i dont have any at all..

I really hope your apt went well huni, and you are doing alright now..I'm glad i dont have to go at weigh-ins to the dr..i only weigh myself at my own scale..thats horrible enough for me...

love seeing new pics of you my dear :D

hugs and kisses

xxx