Rambling... blah, blah, blah

Hi guys,
so I am just really blah, in the middle of the night last night I ate... and didnt purge. I was really out of it. My weight paid for it today.
I ate and purged twice today- cereal, then a sweet & sour chicken tv dinner.

I am hungry again, its been 2 hours since I last purged. I dont really have anything I really want to eat... I dont know what I want to eat either. All for the best though. If I knew what I was hungry for I would be more apt to go to the store (even though its dark out).

I know its not smart to walk alone in the dark, even if it is to just go a little ways (the store is less than a block away).

Hmm just writing this is making me think I should go to the store... ehhh I dont really want anything do I? No I would have to purge again. No its not worth it. Pointless.

Alright I really didnt have much to write about anyway... I have therapy tomorrow... my case worker on tuesday morning, my ICM is then taking me to my cardiology appointment tuesday afternoon, wenesday I am free, thursday therapy again... Shannon my friend comes up to visit. Friday- hang out with Shannon.

Ehh okay not as busy as it initially was sounding in my head.
HUGZ
~Kristi
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