Hey my Loves, I am sorry i havnt been around, I have been back and forth from my sisters. I have been spending time with the kids. Out late last wednesday with them, then friday-saturday i spend the night. Came home spent the night, then went back to my sisters sunday-monday. I painted my nieces room today. Ended up doing 2 coats of paint in about 4 1/2 hours. I specifically did it today because the kids still had school and I didnt have any appointments. I think it looks good. Its like a pastel pale pink. She has the Disney Princess's bedspread so it matches nicely.

Umm I am utterly disgusted with my body but I am trying to stay rather distracted with the kids. But I still think too much. I was 145ish yesterday after eating some cereal.

I find I do better with not purging when I am with people, like I did well when I visited Shannon, and I havnt purged at my sisters. I did purge on the night I stayed home. I have been home for about 2 hours now but I havnt purge but i havnt eaten either. I dont think I will tonight its almost 11 pm anyway.

I have 4 appointments tomorrow... therapy at 10, kristina at 11, darcy at 11:40, psychiatrist at 12:15. I also have to get bloodwork done, I may go after my psychiatrist appointment depending on how long I am there.

Alright I guess this is it for tonight, I have to try to sleep, I have such a hard time waking myself for therapy when I dont fall alseep at a reasonable time.
I love you ladies,
HUGZ
~Kristi
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