Uggg yeah ok i totally suck... i was doing okay when i got up today, but at 5 pm my parents called wanted me to go out with them for dinner. Uggg okay not to sound nasty but seriously they would do everything to not have me around when I was younger but now I am annoyed that they want to be around me. I find it very frustrating, I dont know if they are truly wanting to be around me or are they trying to get information or dirt or whatever on me or my sister or the kids. Ok yeah i sound paranoid sorry
So Yeah i went out to eat with my parents, ate carbs... (are you surprised), I had broiled chicken parmesean. Good... Once I got home I purged it all... and then after being home for half an hour I got up put heavier pants on and went to the store. I Never go to the store when it is really dark out. But I had it in my head I already blew the day by eating the dinner... So I bought junk... ate and purged twice... uggg
I will likely purge once more before bed.
Thank you Laila, I got your letter earlier today... it was a nice surprise. I didnt think you had mailed it yet. It wasnt a book but I liked the length... I know mine is shorter, I have a hard time just writing... I want to write something meaningful but I dont really have much of that.
Well thats it for now... its late and I need to finish eating so i can purge...
Love you,
HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=
1 comment:
hey my love
since you haven't logged on to msn yet (if you logg on at all tho...lol) i just wanna say thank you very much for the b-day gift!!! It made my day :)
you know..i think its pretty weird when you write about your parents..cause..in the years we have known eachother, you've hardly mentioned them at all,so i kind of picture you without any parents..just a sister..LOL...
But i think its nice of them to ask you out on dinner tho,maybe they feel abit ashamed for the way they made you feel when you were younger?
Ahh, you should def. be here with me, we could be partners in bp-law.
Hope you are doing alright sweetie.
love you
xxx
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