Hey loves, just dropping by for a minute...
I got a new laptop today, very happy with it... Asked my friend last night and she came out today and got one with me... it was $356, not bad, she is taking $100 off the price for my birthday. So I will pay her $50 a month and if I work for her I can decide to work it off or get money.

Things are good with Mark... nervous still... he has not had any other relationships, he says he has thought about me often but didn't know how to find me. He told me Saturday that he has not had another girlfriend or anything because he has never 'gotten over' me... WOW!

I can't believe that he has thought about me this long, I mean I should not be that surprised I have been thinking about him. But seriously about me?

I have to just accept that he feels the way he does, not dismiss it. We are going out this weekend... not sure what we are doing but just being with him is what matters. Financially I cant afford much anyway.

My mom went to the surgeon today for the masses in her breast and they looked her over, checked the masses and then told her he would have to refer her to someone else... What the Heck? The did not give her any explanation. just said go see this doctor... not even what this new doctor treats. uggg If things start to get bad for her I may end up going down there to help her. I hope it doesn't lead to that but she has no one... my brothers have left her out to dry without anyone... they are not caring about her.

I dont know...