hey... going grocery shopping tomorrow... i did well in preparing... (1st time for everything lol)
I made a menu for a week, and will continue it after the week is over... 3 meals, 3 snacks...
healthy... hopefully I can eat a little more regularly and get my metabolism going... I am disgusting... I am weighing myself tomorrow also... starting a new month... better foods, little to no purging... I almost purged today... its been like 2-3 weeks? its been awhile.. I was going to take myself out to eat and just purge but i chose to go to the store and get a small sub, i was not entirely strong but I didnt let myself purge... I bought some cookies that I wanted to purge... but i didnt eat the whole package. I dont know I feel kind of glad that I didnt but knowing that I still broke down and bought some crap foods is something I need to work on.
in other news... my mom was being transfered to another hospital this afternoon... now they are not sure what is wrong again... they thought it was lyme disease but they ran 2 tests and one was positive and the other negative... and now she is having severe headaches since the spinal tap... it can be caused by the spinal tap but it should be getting better. the spinal tap was monday. I have not heard from my mom or the new hospital. I hope I hear from them tomorrow... I am not even sure what hospital they transferred her to.
hmmm uggg alright thats it for tonight... luv ya ladies
1 comment:
The situation with your mom sounds weird...I mean,why cant the find out whats wrong...I really hope you hear from them tomorrow :)
Glad to hear you have been purgefree for so long Kristi :D
What makes you do it? Are you very motivated to get out of your ed? are you working on starting to eat and purge less through therapy?are you ready to recover?
I dont think you should be so hard on your self when it comes to those cookies,you have to allow your self some snack once in a while,right? hehe.
Love you hon,take good care of yourself :) <3
Post a Comment