I did not weigh myself this morning... afraid with what I ate yesterday...

I am craving pizza... which sucks because if I buy it and eat it I will have to purge and I dont want to purge... but I Would Have to... Even if I could force myself to eat only one piece... which I doubt... so I think I am going to go hibernate in my room watch tv stay in there till it gets dark out... I wont walk to the store in the dark... about 3 hours...

I suck

I ate cereal and oj... blah... gotta exercise later too blah blah lol

I feel like I am destined to be a cow no matter how little I eat... Blah stupid brain