Mark didnt say much, he said he has been going through a lot... I forced myself to say what I had to but I didnt pressure or force him to say anything so I dont know I didnt get much information from him... hmmm i wish i didnt miss him anymore
today... uggg
I lost a pound...
I ate 6 pieces of candy twice with 150 calories each time.... blah 300 calories right there....
had a yogurt and granola 60 and 55, and just now 4 oz of oj 75
uggg 490
umm today I feel like I am drowning in the past... being bombarded with past shit everytime i think or move or do anything... what the hell.... I want to shut my brain off... I wish I had some Ativan lol
I have slept most of the day but the past has followed me there too... dreams... nightmares.... uggg
alright im done
1 comment:
I really hope he will keep in touch,even if things are rough for him..
Sprry to hear things from your past is chasing you now,but maybe you should let yourself think about it,and reflect over it,maybe you'll find some answers about why things are as they are?
Hope your dagy has been good to you so far sweetie <3
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