Laila! you dont need to spend your money on me, if you are determined to send me a gift make something, you are very good at that! I love you! (and dont listen to me if i offend you). Sorry mia is bad for you, it sucks hugs
yeah so i am so disgusting i should not show my face in public, but i still went to therapy, no work at the library though... paid my water bill
I gained again... WHAT THE FRICK!!! .6 this is unbearable
I lost weight before my period, i though usually you gain and then lose... well my body is f*cked up
today is monday measurements
Hip 42.5 (43.5)
LRHip 38
Waist 31 (32)
Breasts 36.5 (37)
Neck 13
R Thigh 22.5 (23)
L Thigh 22 (22.5)
R U Arm 10.5 (11)
L U Arm 11
R Wrist 6
L Wrist 6
Thats down 4 inches...
I added up the inches I lost since I started this new weightloss journey... 21.5 inches (that will be a month in 4 days)
while walking home today some shithead sped up while passing me and splashed the left side of my jeans all up with slush... ohh man was I PISSED... at least it was on the way home but stupid shit head...
my therapist thinks I am doing very well... even talked about moving our appointments to every other week... i dont like that but i dont know maybe...
she doesnt know I been doing more ed stuff... but i dont want her to know... she will when i get back to about 150... she will start asking questions...
she hasnt asked any even though I have lost almost 20 pounds... part of me wants to feel validated and have her ask me so I know it looks like I am losing weight, but it would not be good for her to be pestering me about the ed stuff when I NEED to lose weight...
Because I gained again no bp today... I had orange juice with my meds this morning... and I will allow a yogurt with granola... that will be a MAX 250 calories... (110 from the juice) I should go for less but I think that would set me up for a bp, I can have tea also... no calories
ugg alright i am going to take a nap... climb in my nice warm bed... got my electric blanket set to 8... its 21 degrees out... and we are supposed to get about 2-4 more inches of blowing snow... YUK
1 comment:
I already have your gift ready ;) Just have to post it. Get my paycheck friday,so gonna send it during the weekend or so.
Sorry to hear about the weight gaining,hate when that happens. But if you're only going to keep a yoghurt today,I cant think you'll gain...
Hate when it take some time between every appt. Like that will make things better...I know I need it more often,but usually it goes between a week or 3...not good enough...
Hope you keep warm sweetie.
love you <3
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