uggg... i cant get on MF... i was able to earlier for a little bit... tried posting got almost done and the site shut down... havnt been able to get on since...

I feel like a disgusting fat cow... worked for my friend for 2 hours... worked hard... sweating a lot... hopefully it will help with weightloss...
with jeans, 2 pairs of thermal pants, a shirt, a sweater, underclothes, and sneakers I weighed 185 on my friends scale... YUK
ate dinner there... blah... they had like this barbeque pulled pork stuff, egg rolls, and salad... I had about 1 tbsp of the bbq pork stuff (YUK) and salad... I would have turned down the pork stuff too but Nancy is concerned about me eating when I clean for her... I told her I would try it even though I really dont like bbq sauce...

got home a little bit ago... made some ramen noodles... purged... its been over an hour since I ate with Nancy... but i think i still got a lot of it... the salad was obvious but the pork stuff I am concerned about...
my after purge weight was 179.8  NOT GOOD

im hungry... so many times today while cleaning I felt like I just needed to sit or I was gonna pass out... I didnt but uggg... sweating so much my hair was nasty wet...
I am a PIG

*Laila let me know when you open your gifts... I hope you like them <3