OMG FREAKING OUT!!!!
I have the scale from HELL!
I am shaking, my stomach muscles are tight as a rock, I almost passed out in the shower because of my scale. I HAVE TO GET A NEW ONE!
Okay beginning... I got up... went to the bathroom... weighed myself... damn it was 178.6... okay yesterday might have been a fluke... so I stepped on the scale again... 177.2 OHHKAY I will take that... When I have varying numbers I take the most numbers in a row... usually 5 times... but it doesnt happen very often
I got on the scale another 3 times... got 177.2 I was okay... then all of a sudden it jumped to 178.4 ummm... okay picked up the scale nothing under it, wiped any lose dust... put it back in its spot, lined up with the lines it HAS to be lined up with... then I got 178.4 three times... then 179.2 !! WHAT FRICK! okay moved the scale... different spot same number... I was shaking so bad... I couldnt get the number to go back down
I got in the shower... I had the 179.2 five times in a row... I DONT WANT TO COUNT THAT FOR MY WEIGHT!
I think I was almost hyperventilating... everything was like graying... thankfully the showers where I live have safety handles... I ended up sitting.. EWW I got back up washed my hair and barely had the energy... my stomach muscles are so tight its like all my energy has gone there... my leg muscles literally jumping...
OMG I cant be that big....
I weighed myself after the shower... you know wet... I have long hair so when its wet it definitely adds weight... but the scale said 179.2 !
What am I going to do without a scale? OMG I need one... THIS IS WHY FOR YEARS I ALWAYS HAD MORE THAN ONE SCALE!!
CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP
I cant buy a scale at walmart when my case worker takes me... she will ask... she will have a problem with it... uggg I cant get to walmart now in the winter... NEEDLESS to say I have no money until the 31st

Maybe its because it was steamy in the bathroom... maybe i should try the scale after the steam goes away... I KNOW I wont be able to go without weighing myself even if it is torture...
I need to calm down... I DONT KNOW WHAT I WEIGH!!!!
my weight journal is going to be messed up... it needs to have all the nice numbers going down... OMG this is horrible