So the damage to the weight was some but not severe... today I was 179.6 - over 179 UGGG

I could still be in bed right now Im so tired but I need to sleep tonight....

okay so christmas... well christmas eve first... I went over to my sisters like planned... then my dad calls me and asks are you coming over for dinner? I was like Huh? when? right now? ummm Im at Renees... (not doing anything)
YOU SEE my mother told me we were not having a christmas dinner and were not giving gifts until january... but she is telling my dad like usual... ohh i told her... So I end up going over to my parents for a little while... ate dinner... my other sister gave out presents... I felt like a JACKASS because I didnt have theirs. She said she understood though... uggg
I got out of going to church with them and my dad took me back over to Renees... I purged there...

and then we cleaned like for hours... then finally around midnight we brought the presents out... I went and laid down in my sisters bed (she was working) around 1:15... she had this space/ electric heater thing in her room that would turn off and on... it scared me so I turned it off after I woke up thinking my blankets were on fire because when it turned back on the room glowed orange...  so I fell back asleep for a little bit and woke up again sweating and FREEZING scared... so I got my blanket and went out to the living room... checked the wood stove... (UGGG HATE THEM) but I warmed up in front of it for a while... I am so scared that they are going to start a fire in the house...... my sister is heating her house by the woodstove (which mostly heats the kitchen and living room... then all the bedrooms have space heaters... Ugg MAJOR FREAKOUT... so risky for fire... especially for the kids to have in their bedrooms... their rooms are a mess... and they dont notice if things get close to the space heaters...
ugg so I got 1 hour of sleep total that night... I was to scared/nervous about a fire happening

3 of the 4 kids were up before 6:30... my sister was on her way home from work... went to pick up the kids dad...
I made 2 different kinds of monkey bread...... they turned out really good... everyone liked them... I made a lot so at the end of the day there was only a little that got thrown out...

I was Santa this year... I got to pass out the presents... it was fun...
the kids were fun to watch and then after we were almost done we noticed one kid only got a couple gifts... Santa (not me this time) left a bag in the closet where they were stored... OOPs

Kayla liked her baby doll clothes... I sat with her and she opened those special with me... so I made sure I saw her open them...

I got 3 gifts... a pair of pajamas... a sample thing of perfume from Kayla, and a little relaxing fountain thing... its cute, tiger might use it to drink out of lol

I cooked dinner (well helped) did pretty good not eating much while cooking my only downfall is drinking there... I always bring water but with their woodstove I get super thirsty so I run out of water... and I wont drink their water because it tastes funny... so they had juice in the fridge I was drinking that... yeah a calorie beverage... uggg
Ate dinner... didnt massively pig out (a lot of other people ate more than I did)... 1 plate and 2 rolls... I purged....

I am eating leftovers that I brought home right now... just cookies and mashed potatoes lol, I brought a pack of rolls but I am not cooking them...
I have to go through and add my pictures to my computer... then I will add some to share... my sister took pictures of the presents opening, there is only 1 picture of me and it is not a good one... uggg ohh well

Alright I will post when I have the pictures ready...