crap... what the frick... i thought my legs were getting better, ugg i just want to cut off my leg right now... crap... im gonna take a muscle relaxant but its gonna make me tired... and i want to eat... so i have to eat first so i can purge... ugg i am so stupid

i wore layers to my doctors appointment... 2 pairs of thermal pants, a pair of like yoga-ish pants and then jeans, and then a shirt and sweater,... and OF COURSE they didnt weigh me LOL

My dr is ordering more blood tests... gotta get them done tomorrow

she looked at my bruises I was able to pull my pants down without her really noticing the multiple layers

ugg im gonna cook something