Thanks Laila, usually I gain if I dont bp... fasting just halts my body and i gain... well right now my body is just pissing me off

im in a bad mood... I had to clean Tigers water fountain... well I unplugged it and took it apart and washed it... filled it back up and now the stupid thing wont work! I tried another outlet, I dumped it out again checked the motor... uggg now i have to try to find a replacement or buy a new cat fountain (this one cost $60)

I like just want to cry or tear something apart throw something and make my brain disappear so i stop thinking.

and watch im gonna gain again watch me... if i do i seriously need to punish myself