hey... still feeling pretty crappy

I found the piece online for Tigers water fountain... $20 not including shipping...

saw my case worker today.... told her my bad mood was because of the leg pains and tigers fountain breaking and feeling frustrated about feeling like a lazy turd... my legs hurt too much to go walking, or bike... im a fricken lazy ass

I am not going to reach my goal of reaching 144.whatever by the 26th... I am a failure... I know I should take into account that as I weigh less it makes it harder to lose as much in the same amount of time.
So should I make it my goal to lose at least 8 pounds in a month? It would have to be an AT LEAST though

i want to feel better... i hate my mood like this