Hey my loves... I am just doing a short post... my weight has not changed, for which i am actually glad because I had been sure it had gone up... Last night i went a little more crazy... at like 12:30 am I had 'had it' my mind was totally consummed... I was was frantic.. I was hungry, if I had money it would have been a binge... I found an old cookbook... nothing stood out. I dont really have much persay to make stuff either... some baking ingredients... eggs, butter, some frozen veggies, turkey burgers, tuna, chicken ohh and cheese... thats pretty much what I have...
I got online for a few minutes... I found a recipe site that you put in the ingredients you have and dont have and they give you ideas... i put in flour, eggs, and no milk.... it came up with some cookie recipes... I was DONE... I made some cinnamon/sugar cookies... only it would have taken too long to make them all into little cookies so I spread it out on the pan like cake batter... thats what it turned out as.
I ate a bunch of it last night so i purged but i know i didnt get it all... took a little lax... not a lot. so that maybe the only reason i didnt gain.
I have had a headache all day. Uggg I was to go to the pharmacy today but because of the headache I did not move to go. I shall try to go tomorrow.
I had asked my sister earlier this week about going over for the weekend. I had began to change my mind... I heard a lot of fighting over there from my father... I dont want to be around that... and I wouldnt just be able to leave if I was tired of it. My sister had to work all weekend. so yeah... I hadnt talked to my sister but she never called or anything anyway so she must have forgot about me wanting to come over... All is ok though... Last night I was like I should go over... they have food! Uggg how rude of me!
I dont know... uggg my head is really hurting so I am going to go... Love you ladies
~Kristi
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1 comment:
hey sweetie <3
hate being short of money and food...thats the worst part of having bulimia...you crave,but dont have anything..craving gets worse...Butgood thing you found some easy thing to make tho.
headache is a nightmare...maybe you should drink more? helsp a bit tho...i should send you some painkillers,lol.
btw, i like the new look of you site..beautiful butterflies <3
Love you huni, hope the weekend wont to bad.
<3 <3
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