hmm today was alright... last night was crap... It is not logical to sleep all day and then expect to sleep at night as well... I was miserable last night couldnt sleep... and I was tired...

i was 182.4 today... thats down .4 hmmm

I think my body is starting to tell me finally that its actually working with the little I give it in food... fatigue, muscle cramps, stomach pain, heck my arms feel tired putting away a couple things on shelves... going inside from getting my mail and coming up my stairs... my hearts beating fast, legs hurting... just want to sit not even caring when I am... getting up from bed or the couch... yeah my heart goes fast... i get shaky...

Part of me feels like I should try to keep in more... but I KNOW I will gain... I vary from not keeping anything in (besides residual from bps) but my weights are not very different after bps... and then other days I keep in yogurt and granola... about 135 calories... thats it

I also have been having the hyperactive kidneys after bping again... uggg it is seriously annoying... like i just got done purging about 25 minutes ago.. went to the bathroom after... i already feel like I need to go again... uggg

I made Kaylas doll a nightgown... which kinda looks like a dress... and a black jacket that looks like a tuxedo jacket...