Thanks Laila... woo I hate having my period... I know its unhealthy to not have it but i wish I didnt...

I feel like crap... yeah... i dont know its the weather... we have a lake snow warning till tuesday morning... ICK

took a couple pictures... walking was not horrible but we got like 1/2 an inch while I was out... (about 45 min)

I have yet to make my tacos... debating... I am so fat do I really need them...

we will see... I have to decide soon... bed early tonight, up early tomorrow... yucky day tomorrow, lots of running around and its going to be nasty out... now this is when I wish I had a chauffeur... and no not even now do i want to drive
so if I can make it out of my apartment tomorrow I am supposed to go to therapy, then pay my water bill, go to the post office, go to the library to work... then hopefully go home after a couple hours there. I DONT WANT TO DO ANY OF IT, well maybe therapy sometimes that helps. AND I HAVE to pay my water bill otherwise I will be evicted from my apartment in like 3 weeks

I WANT TO STAY IN MY BED WITH MY ELECTRIC BLANKET ON HIGH

I seriously felt like I almost put myself into a sugar coma earlier... I bp'd on sugar covered donuts, (8), 3 peppermint fat boy Ice cream sticks things, and orange juice... IT WAS NASTY but ick too much SUGAR

I dont understand... I CRAVE so much sugar but when I bp on it, it makes me so nauseous and just ICK... I dont know...

I felt so bad (physically and mentally) that I just wanted to go to bed... Thankfully I didnt... I sat and wrapped all my presents... but i didnt really enjoy it... I am still very blah and ick... maybe the tacos will help... but then again maybe i will feel worse... uggg

I dont know I dont know I dont know I dont know