uggg okay ... last night not good... after posting goodnight I subsequently started eating and bp'd at 11:30 at night... I was PISSED at myself...

then I couldnt fall asleep... didnt until almost 4... and my kidneys were hyperactive... sometimes that happens after purging... i will have to pee , then less than an hour later i have a full bladder again... its weird

so I decided to sleep as long as possible today ... stay in my room...hopefully not eat... but we will see how that goes...

but geez... i weighed myself... even though i didnt want to, i had to incase i ate anything today or had a bp i HAVE to weigh myself then... but cant if I didnt in the morning... and weighing in the evening is silly if not in the morning too

OMG with bping last night I STILL lost a pound! holy cow... I was down right stupdified... i thought no way... i weighed myself 6 times... all the same... ok its real
182.8
hmmm when I get to 179 I will no longer be classified as 'overweight' but you know I will always be overweight in my eyes...