uggg so I ate about 200 calories last night after taking my meds and didnt purge... I SUCK not to mention what it was... eww (actually it wasnt bad tasting)... 5 crackers- 70 calories, 1 tsp cheese spread 25 calories, 1tsp peanut butter 50 calories, 1/4 chocolate bar 50 calories...

I should have purged... my weight only down a little... glad it wasnt a gain... 177.8

I slept horrible last night... I am so fed up with my neighbor... I was going to file a complaint yesterday with the manager about noise late at night but I thought its almost Christmas be nice... WELL last night HE was VACUUMING at 1 in the MORNING!  I wanted to go over there and rip the plug out of the wall and beat him with it...  finally fell asleep and around 7:30 someone was pounding over there, woke me up... at first I thought someone was at my door... but it continued... I could not fall back asleep till after 10 am... OH gosh I was miserable... my head was hurting.. I finally got up at 2. I SHOULD HAVE FILED THAT COMPLAINT

So I had to hurry up and get to the store and get my meds that were ready... I picked up some more crackers and cookie mix (for a bp today)

I am getting worried... my toilet is acting up... I have never had problems with it... but I guess so much bping is taking its toll... but stupidly going to the bathroom (a BM) has a harder time going down the toilet than my purges... I thought about cleaning the bathroom really good and listing something with maintenance  saying when I use the toilet for other than urinating it has a hard time flushing everything, then after when just urinating it wont even get the toilet paper down. I have to plunge it. (I made a point in saying using the toilet other than urinating so he may just think you know BMs but I know its purges too... and cat poop)

I might look in the store when I go grocery shopping at the beginning of the month, but sure what they might sell that could help

I guess thats all for now <3