hey... sorry i havnt written... getting very little sleep makes one go a little crazy...

i FINALLY got the muscle relaxer medication... today, i took it earlier, i havnt noticed anything yet but i was able to sleep for about an hour and a half... last night i only got about 2 hours

I was getting very confused and fuzzy headed... very hard to think...

weight sucked today... not enough sleep and A LOT of  medications in my system and last night i ate 2 slices of cheese, a couple slices of turkey lunchmeat, and 4 spoons of applesauce. Probably about 250 calories.
weight 152.2

Shannon is up visiting... Love her, I wish i felt better to hang out more...

im eating... raviolis, italian bread... gonna have to purge soon...