hey... so last night i binged on the last of my lunch meat (turkey) and cheese and only have like 4 slices of bread left... I decided I would call my dad and see if he could take me to community action food pantry and get some food.

I used to have an aversion to getting food from there especially if it was for my eating disorder (bping), but I was going crazy last night and I just decided I would do it.

So I called my dad today and he took me at 10 this morning... got a few things... should last me till next friday... i will likely be going crazy by then but it will be more manageable till then.

I had most of the ingredients for chili already so i stuffed that in the crockpot... I didnt add any turkey burger though... so it was like vegetarian chili.

weight today was 146.2 okay finally going down a little...

i ate 4 bowls of chili... and tried making biscuits from scratch... i dont have ingredients for good biscuits so they were not that good but i ate them...
Pre-purge was 155.0 and post purge was 146.2
I was surprised that my post purge weight was my morning weight... I like that... now as long as i dont eat and keep anything I should lose tomorrow