Psychocats Journey

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Hey... weight today 142.6

I think I dont believe my therapist can put me in the hospital when I am in the 130s... that is not dangerous to my health... If I get to 110 she might be able to but not 130s... so I dont care... Im fat I need to lose weight

I saw my psychiatrist today... told her about stopping the risperdal... she asked my why i didnt tell her... i told her because i felt like I didnt want anyone to know I was losing weight... I was supposed to be doing the right thing...
I talked to her about my muscle pains and bruising... (because with my bloodwork okay, it could be from one of my psych meds) and she was like ohh decrease this, it should help with the bruising... I said what about the muscle pains? that is what is important to me, i could careless about the bruises. she said ohh maybe the topamax, stop that and it might help (she already told me to stop it because i was taking it to counteract the risperdal weight gain) I feel like she didnt really get what I was saying... ugg

Im like so hungry right now... i dont have much food and i dont know what to eat... guurrrg

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmm,something came to my mind...I know if you have a low level of magnesium in your body,it might cause you crapms,especially in your legs...so maybe you should try that? Wont hurt to try I mean...

again: congrats with your weightloss :)

<3

Psychocat0604 said...

Hey, my doctor gave me a magnesium supplement. Ive been taking it for a few weeks. I also had bloodwork done and my magnesium level is normal now... and still having muscle pains. Thanks for the info. <3 love you