uggg hey... today has been okay... didnt do much

yesterday i didnt take a muscle relaxer all day until bedtime because i dont have a lot of them (dr gave me 10 day supply) but when i laid down, i had just taken my meds... ohh man my legs hurt... i just wanted to cry. thankfully it didnt take a very long time for the medication to get into my bloodstream...

i bpd like 3 times yesterday... oops lol

i thought i might gain weight but my weight was down this morning
150.8

we shall see if it stays there or if it was a fluke

today... ummm yeah i ate half a banana... about an hour before a bp
had some oj about an hour before another bp
so i might of kept in them...
but 2 bps
1st consisted of 4 lean pockets (ham and cheese)
2 bowls of cereal
milk
2nd bp ordered out
Chicken finger dinner (4 chicken fingers, and crispy fries)
5 mozzarella sticks
1 order fried dough
1 ham and cheese sub
I AM SUCH A PIG!!!!

after purging like crazy for the 2nd bp i got really shaky and i took my blood sugar (with a glucometer) and it was 43... that is not good... so i drank some powerade zero, ate 1/8 cup applesauce, then still shaky 1 piece of candy (white chocolate truffle thingy)

i want some popcorn... i might make it eat it... purge some of it try to keep some of it so i dont have to eat with my meds

im tired and sore...