Hey loves... I am confused... I just got back from the candle light vigil for crime victims... its crime victims awareness week... I know why I go, but why do I go to feel so bad? I go to support the cause... but the feelings going leaves me with are not nice. I want to drink or take a bunch of pills to not feel... Of course I have neither that would make me not feel.

I was FAT today when I weighed myself... i am not surprised... 158... BLAH... according to a website http://www.halls.md/body-mass-index/bmi.htm I am in the 36th percentile of americans my height... that means 64 % of women my height weigh more than I do. that kinda makes me feel good... probably mean of me though... If I can get my body back to 135, 90% of people my height would weigh more than me... too bad I couldnt get everyone my height to weigh more than me. then I might be thin enough.

I walked... did well with that. 12.19 miles, 1095 calories burned (by pedometer) heart rate monitor was so far only 1850 calories and 240 grams of fat

I transfer all the change in my savings account to my checking and then returned my soda bottles... got 8 dollars... bought bread, peanut butter and jam... ate a few pieces of bread already...

BLAH okay well I guess that is it... i want to go eat a can of pineapple but i cant... i have a huge canker sore on my tongue and it hurts like hell... pineapple would make it hurt WORSE
HUGZ
~Kristi
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