hey... im at shannons... CRAPPY bus ride... pretty much almost had a panic attack... stupid driver

i  bought the ticket about 20 minutes before the bus was to arrive... i knew the schedule... the bus ticket that the guy gave me said batavia to syracuse to ithaca... im supposed to be going directly from batavia to ithaca... so i wasnt really sure what the difference was at first... when i finally got on the bus at 10:30 (late) the driver told me I was going to have to transfer buses in rochester... I CHOSE THIS BUS RUN SO I WOULDNT HAVE TO TRANSFER...
so i called the number on the ticket, they said they couldnt help me and gave me another number... a stupid guy who spoke freaking horrible english... told me i would have to wait in rochester till 1:30 to go to syracuse... I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN ITHACA AT 12:50...
I was almost crying... my stomach was so nauseous... I couldnt understand the guy so I said whatever and hung up.
We got to rochester, the bus driver told me this is where i wait for the bus to syracuse... I get all my bags... go inside almost hyperventilating... thinking I am going to be stuck in rochester... talked to the guy at the window that sells tickets and he told me i had to go get back on the bus i just got off... and just tell the driver i was going to ithaca and give him all the tickets... I told him he just told me to get off... he said go back...
THANK GOD! he let me back on the bus... as soon as i sat down i called shannon... as I was talking to shannon Homeland security came on the bus and questioned everyone... uggg at least no one was arrested...

I got down to ithaca about 1:30 late but omg I HATE PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION!
AND i have to ride it home on sunday!

Well I thought I would be good down here eating... haha omg thats a thought... not likely... thank GOD shannon understands everything... had 2 bps (well 2 meals/purges)...
I was like going crazy with food thoughts... I was like how am I going to go all weekend? I have not had a purge free day since the beginning of november...
I went to wegmans with shannon... omg if I were not with her... I would have spent the last of my food stamps and totally binged in the parking lot ... crazy...

hopefully tomorrow will be better... i told shannon i will be good around everyone... today it was just me and her... when we visit her mom or see her dad I CANNOT Purge... I say that now but I think but if I eat something I will HAVE to ... SO I have to LIMIT what I eat, when around others.

Alright its late <3