uggg my weight is still screwy... but it is down from yesterday... no sleep really messed it up yesterday

i was having a lot of like cramps, i thought i might have some crap in me... i havnt gone in almost 2 weeks... so when i was at my sisters i took some miralax (because she has it there) and i felt the gassy moving stuff... but no bm... when i got home i took 1 lax.... didnt feel a thing... i think i need to take 2 but uggg i dont want to rely on stimulant lax for it ... I WISH I COULD GET MY DR TO PRESCRIBE ME MIRALAX its not habit forming... like your body cant get addicted to it... uggg its so expensive on a limited income...
my dr wont prescribe it ive talked to her over and over about it... ugggg

well weight number here it goes. 168.6 BLAH!

I ended up bping 2 times yesterday... non yet today but im hungry and i know i will

alright enough from this fatso