I am so frustrated and pissed at myself… I took 2 sleeping pills last night because I was not falling asleep… well I think I ate (well I know I ate) but I dont remember it. I have figured out what is missing and its a lot… 3 bagels, cream cheese, 4 eggs, 1/4 brick of cheese and some ham. I dont think I purged because my weight today is up to 134.2, yesterday it was 132.8

WTF I have eaten and not remembered it since I was on ambien, im so disgusting