ahhhg  well another day gone...
weight today 118.8 (I think from eating and keeping food yesterday)
Lax kicked in later... didnt do extra lax like I should have for keeping food though

well I met with my case manager... it was pretty close to what I expected... she said that I have been to programs and I should know what to do and I should do it.
It is not that easy I told her but she doesnt really 'get' that.
She did give me a hug (she initiated it) when she left, I am paranoid that she was trying to feel my back and shoulder bones... I dont know, I might just be paranoid....

I got my new medication from the pharmacy... the pamphlet says weight gain in the side effects... im not happy about that... my psychiatrist said it wouldnt cause weight gain. I will try the medication but if I gain (other than my usual fluctuations) I will stop it.

hmmm bp'd 2 times... cant WAIT till friday... I GET MONEY... FOOD

alright that was pretty much all for tonight...