Laila- I hope the ed unit goes well. It must be scary but think of the good that can happen. If you dont have to deal with mia or any form of ed that would be amazing. Ohh the lax dont work like really good but it gets my body to move a little bit and im not curled up in pain or sitting on the toilet for hours. Hope you are doing alright my love <3

hmmm another one of those days...

im tired... I probably should have tried to not purge today because of going to the dentist tomorrow, but ehh what is done is done... 2 bps... I am tired of it but usually only when Im done... I still want to go eat everything... and I HAVE to purge. I guess it would be better if I were losing weight... but I lose a bit then fluctuated between 3 pounds for a couple weeks... ugggg

my post purge weight just now was 127.0 thats a lot, but yesterday it was horrible, 128.8

and tomorrow will be an early-ish weigh-in...

uggg i guess i dont have much to say im going to bed and read