alright gonna make this quick... i have to go purge

today has been alright... i got up early and walked down to the food pantry... I walked about 6 miles... man i was exhausted when I got back... then i had my case worker stop by... then i went and worked for my friend... just got home about 45 minutes ago and just ate 3 ramen, 4 hot dogs, a can of beans, and 10 oreos. I also ate dinner with my friend... gonna go purge it all in a few minutes...

my friend and i were talking and she said how she needed to lose 7 pounds this summer, then she asked me if I started maintaining my weight or was I still losing, I said still losing. She asked what I weighed now... i said 118, she said 'wow' is that the lowest you have been? I said yeah pretty much. She said I would not have expected it, i thought you were like 140.

WTF! Do I seriously look 140 to other people too! I know I look disgusting in my eyes but REALLY?

I know my friend did not mean anything negative or whatever but CRAP

alright i need to stop... i hope my weight is down tomorrow... today was a lot of work and walking...
I was 118.6 this morning...
Night