okay seriously this night is shit too...
I ate some cereal with A LOT of milk and went and purged again... no more weighing today/night,,, uhh got up some little stuff from before (that made me gain) but i dont know what i am going to see on the scale tomorrow

and to really help things i took a sleeping pill... wasnt working so i took another... yuuuug Do you think on hypnotics you can hallucinate? well i was laying in bed trying to sleep and id open my eyes close them open... my sheets on my bed are bright pink/orange/purple stripes... its really pretty and soft... well i was looking at the other pillow it was close to my face and it looked like it was moving... i moved my head again and it looked like a row of spiders were walking down my pillowcase so i sat straight up and it looked like running water.... i felt it it was normal. I checked the bed no spiders... So i took the pillow case an just looked at it and it started like moving in the lines... I dont know how to describe it...
SOOO I just change my sheets to a pure white set

well damn it i never had 2 lunesta in one night... but seriously it is supposed to help you sleep within half an hour
grrrrrrr