Thank you Laila, I do well most of the time taking care of myself... yesterday was just particularly bad...

well i didnt go back to bed right away... i suck... i just bpd... but my after purge weight was only up .4 from this morning...

I think its about time for 1 lax... it will be 2 weeks tomorrow since going... but no cramps or anything this time... hmmm but i will just take 1 pill... it will take forever to work and wont make it like laxative diarrhea

i will take that tonight so hopefully by sunday i will have gone a little... i know i get little bits in there... and it gross's me out... gotta get it out