ugg okay... i bpd... didnt really think it through as in weighing... i weighed not good...

maybe i should have weighed this morning...
3 steamfresh bags of broccoli
1/2 bag french fries
5 chicken patties

pre-purge 167.6, post purge 161.2

i still feel full, but not in my stomach down lower in my lower intestines, even though those are empty now

i hate feeling full

so im thinking about talking to my psychiatrist about my topamax tomorrow
topamax can be used in the treatment of bulimia bulimia topamax trial
but i dont know... she probably wont consider increasing it because i deal with bulimia because i wont eat, more anorexic tendencies. i dont know if i really want anyone to know anyway