Laila- I dont know... I thought maybe 119 again but i didnt like that when i was there before... i wasnt thin enough in my eyes... I dont have a real goal... just lose weight till im bony

Weight today 152.8 was NOT expecting that...

last night was horrible... my left leg was hurting so bad... it was contracting so much i lay there i thought for a second it was my heart beat, I felt my pulse and that was much slower...  My leg muscles were contracting like 180 times a minute...  Pain from the bottom of my foot to the back of my thigh up near my butt... uggg

and I was thinking yesterday that I was just being ridiculous about this stupid muscle pain... and was just being lazy
I ended up taking a hydrocodone left over from my surgery over the summer... it worked for awhile... i was able to sleep for a little while...

I cant wait till I get paid... tuesday I believe... it will be chinese for bp night... YUM

I have therapy tomorrow... im gonna talk to Brenda about this crap... not looking forward to it...