Ehh im just like blahh now, I dont even want to do much for a post... I am watching the Biggest Loser and I just keep thinking how disgustingly fat I am. And then the stupid food commercials are driving me CRAZY. I want to eat so bad but I dont have hardly any food. UUUGGGG Alright I am going to go lay down and watch tv in my room... I hope I am less than 132.4 tomorrow. I am keeping my fingers crossed.
Night
~Kristi
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Hungry
Arrrggg, I hate it... why do I have to be hungry? I HATE feeling hungry, and FULL. I have like no real food in the house too... not much to even eat and purge. ARRRRRGGGGG I wish I had money to at least go buy food...
ICK!
Yeah ICK describes how I feel, I dont understand my weight... I was 133.8 last night and I didnt eat anything more than what I posted but I am only 132.4... ICK!! I am SO GROSS!!
On top of that there is this gross smell from the apartment complex because they are putting new carpet in the walkways and whatever they use to put it down really SMELLS EWW! I hope it airs out quick. I am too scared to go out and get the mail because I dont want to open the door to the smell. Even more so with them laying down the carpet they have been scaring Tiger, he has been hiding under the bed and when he does come out his hair is spiked up on his back.
I dont like him being so scared.
My dad is coming over shortly, he wants me to help him fill out a job application (he has a hard time reading, he only got like up to an 8th grade level and with the economy he got laid off and now he is trying to get his GED so he may actually be considered for a job he applys for. He is 67 too, I am proud at how hard he is working).
Okay so I will write more later,
HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=
On top of that there is this gross smell from the apartment complex because they are putting new carpet in the walkways and whatever they use to put it down really SMELLS EWW! I hope it airs out quick. I am too scared to go out and get the mail because I dont want to open the door to the smell. Even more so with them laying down the carpet they have been scaring Tiger, he has been hiding under the bed and when he does come out his hair is spiked up on his back.
I dont like him being so scared.
My dad is coming over shortly, he wants me to help him fill out a job application (he has a hard time reading, he only got like up to an 8th grade level and with the economy he got laid off and now he is trying to get his GED so he may actually be considered for a job he applys for. He is 67 too, I am proud at how hard he is working).
Okay so I will write more later,
HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=
Monday, September 28, 2009
9-28-09 Stats
Hmm well I thought I would make a post everyday stating the stats that I keep track of daily.
AM weight: 132.6
Nutritional Caloric Intake Should be around 1900-2400 cals
Ate (and kept down):
1/2 cup Fiber One Cereal (60 cals)
1/2 cup skim milk (45 cals)
1 small banana (90 cals)
I will eat 1 bag of light popcorn (240 cals)
Total: 435 cals
I ate & purged hot chocolate, some cookies, and a soda
I walked a little more than 3 miles.
I guess I will post my nighttime weights the next day...
guess thats all for now
HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=
AM weight: 132.6
Nutritional Caloric Intake Should be around 1900-2400 cals
Ate (and kept down):
1/2 cup Fiber One Cereal (60 cals)
1/2 cup skim milk (45 cals)
1 small banana (90 cals)
I will eat 1 bag of light popcorn (240 cals)
Total: 435 cals
I ate & purged hot chocolate, some cookies, and a soda
I walked a little more than 3 miles.
I guess I will post my nighttime weights the next day...
guess thats all for now
HUGZ
~Kristi
=^..^=
My 1st Post
Hmm okay so I am giving this a try... Lets see how I do.
A little about me:
I am 27... and well umm I dont know... this blog is going to be a journey, whether it be my trials and triumph with my eating disorder, my problems with being 'crazy' (dealing with multiple psychiatric issues), Family issues, and pretty much anything I want to write about lol.
Okay so that is it for the moment but I will be adding more all the time.
~Kristi
=^..^=
A little about me:
I am 27... and well umm I dont know... this blog is going to be a journey, whether it be my trials and triumph with my eating disorder, my problems with being 'crazy' (dealing with multiple psychiatric issues), Family issues, and pretty much anything I want to write about lol.
Okay so that is it for the moment but I will be adding more all the time.
~Kristi
=^..^=
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