hey weight 137.2 still up from the other day... but almost back to 137

got up still not feeling great...

my case worker was able to get me a few things at the store... i am really glad she was able to help me... She spent about $45. I tried to get healthy stuff. I have to try to make it last.

i had the most disgusting thing happen to me today... its TMI to warn you
I was sitting on the couch, almost done binging, using the computer too... I had to pass gas, so I did, i live alone so i dont care where i do it. Well it was not passing gas, it was a yellow liquid... uggg i DONT go number 2 without lax use and i havnt used them since sunday. So what did I do? I grabbed the last 4 cookies of my binge and my water and went to the bathroom... Sat on the toilet finished eating... cleaned up... purged then showered...

Uggg I am so disgusting...

I want to eat again... i have to try to wait... stretch out the food

my bp was:
3 sandwiches (turkey/ham/cheese/miracle whip light)
2 nutrigrain bars
2 cans of chicken noodle soup
1 pack of cookies (easter m&m cookies)
32 oz water
20 oz vitamin water
1 king size pack of mini reeses

pre-purge 147.0 post purge 137.4