it is not good to spill hot ramen soup all over your hand

especially when getting ready to eat a binge UGGG

I was carrying a big bowl of ramen soup and a plateful of hot dogs... bumped the plate into the handle of my exercise bike and spilt the soup on my wrist/hand stupid me, i actually thought it right before i did it too, because carrying so much was stupid

so yeah i ran my hand under cold water for like 20 seconds... but then 'had' to go eat... my hand was all red... now its been about 45 minutes and the only part that is red and still hurts is about an inch big on my wrist, like if you follow your thumb to your wrist... right on the inside... stupid me...

well i ate and purged... it didnt stop me... I didnt even like drop everything when I spilled it on me... I was like bite my teeth, HOT HOT put my plate of hot dogs down... HOT CRAP put my bowl of soup down... If I was not so concerned about saving my food I probably would have dropped it all. BUT I could NOT just destroy my binge like that even though i was in pain

It is really weird that I thought all that stuff in a matter of less than seconds... my brain was so fast in thinking of a way to make sure I still got my food and still kinda made sure I took care of my hand...

I dont i feel like I am babbling, im not saying what I mean correctly or something... cant get it out.

Okay so yeah my bp was 8 hotdogs with rolls and ketchup, 1 pkg of nutty bars, 1 pkg of easter cakes (little debbie), and 3 pks of ramen
Pre purge 149.0, post purge 139.8... I HATE how most of the time I cant get rid of EVERYTHING, I always keep like .6, .8 or 1lb uggg I can rinse and rinse and rinse but it wont go lower...

ehh but it does the next day most of the time...