uggg im disgusting...
I just bp'd... well sort of... I had 2 sandwiches (turkey and provolone) and 3 cans of biscuits (8 each)
Well all the biscuits are lumped together. Uggg cant get them up and I keep drinking but nada, i got the sandwiches or some of them.
Im not freaking really bad just some... i thought okay i will take lax. I have epsom salt (magnesium sulfate) and I thought okay liquid might work faster than the pills. So I mixed up some of the mag sulfate, OMG SO NASTY! 3 teaspoons with 1 cup of water.... I still want to puke it, but then I will have to taste it again. So I am leaving it in... I hope it works faster.
So im not going to be in the 130s quite so soon... uggg after not sleeping last night my weight was 141.8 which I understand because I dont lose weight when I dont sleep.
SO FAT!!!!
The cop who is working with Renee and Kayla (about the abuse) stopped by last night while I was over at my sisters. Renee read the doctors notes and this assholes account of what happened. Renee tried to give me the doctors report but I wouldnt take it. I couldnt read it, I didnt want to... it is all too much. She read the statement the guy made out loud (because Kayla wanted to hear it)
This ass says, oh Kayla was sleeping on the couch and he came out of Jessicas bedroom and stopped to put his shoes on in the living room and he bumped into the coffee table. He said that startled Kayla, scared her. He said he left. Kayla told Jessica what really happened and Jessica asked the guy the next morning if he touched Kayla. He said no, maybe it was a dream. It only took him a minute to leave Jessicas room to the front door.
Jessica believed him.
Nothing was said again.
This happened over the summer... Kayla finally told Missy in the end of February.
The cop who is working on the case is really good with Kayla. They talked about probably having to talk to a jury, and a judge. Kayla said she didnt want to but she said she would. I told Kayla it is a little scary but the cop would be there and mommy would be outside. I told her I had to do it some years ago. You dont have to see the bad guy, they keep him separate and wont let him near you.
Kayla put my hair up :)
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I usually dont lose if I dont sleep either..but my body is weird tho,its even happend I have gained during the night...LOL..
Kayla seem so strong,and that is really a good thing. Hope all this goes well for you all.
So this has happend since last summer? Has he ever done more to her then touch her? You dont have to answer tho...And is Jessica still with him? Does she still believe him?
Take good care of your self sweetheart <3
I am really glad Kayla is so strong. He has not been around Kayla since it happened. As for Jessica i dont know, i dont think she is with him and she BETTER believe Kayla. I am not talking to her right now, I wouldnt be able to hold my words back. Thank you hon, love you
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